I see now why no one ever spoke of Uncle Heathcliff, and I see no point in continuing this transcription. This man, who I now realize is of no relation to me, is nothing more than a mad man who kidnapped my grandmother and forced her to marry his invalid son. After the boy’s death, he treated my grandparents like the prisoners of Wuthering Heights. The only comfort I find in reading these ranting of a madman is the knowledge that my grandparents overcame their torment and found love with each other.
While I do not wish to transcribe the rest of this journal, I will leave you with his final entry:
I have lost all passion for avengement. I no longer see the use of such obsession with comeuppance. No amount of ruining foes and obtaining land can compare to the happiness I feel at this moment.
I wish for the company of no man. I cannot eat, cannot sleep. My only thought is of my beloved Catherine. Soon I shall be with her. Not on the threshold of hell or within sight of heaven, but with her on this earth. Nelly seems to find me ill, but I have never felt more fit and healthy in my life. My Catherine has returned. I have seen her on the moors, as wild and free as she was when she was my Catherine, rather than Mrs. Linton. We spend the night behaving as if we were our former selves, and no earthly occurrence can compare to my seeing her again.
I feel as if I may die of happiness.